Tean, et maailmas käivad asjad kiiremini, kui teinekord jõuan reageerida, aga kui nädal aega hiljem ikka veel hinge närib, siis pean õigeks suu puhtaks kirjutada. Esiteks, kutsun ennast uhkusega feministiks. Teiseks, olen üle kolmekümne aastane uhke eestlane, kel pole lapsi. Minu enda elukogemus maalt ja linnast, Eestist ja mujalt, inimestega suhtlemisest ja raamatutest lugemisest, teadustöödest ja arvamustest, tööst ja vabast ajast, ülikoolist ja elukoolist on teinud minust

Since the beginning of this year I have tried to meditate. I have really a monkey mind, meaning that I have my head always packed full of thoughts. It sometimes affects my sleeping quality and also my ability to relax while awake. I have to admit that I really struggle with it and I don't find it easy at all. How to control your mind, but not with force? How to gently take your mind off something that feels really important? But I have promised to myself and Siim that I will

Kas mina olen valinud oma ameti või valis amet minu? Ma pean ausalt ütlema, et ei tea. Olen vastust proovinud kirjutada ühte pidi ja teist pidi, aga kumbki ei tundu piisav olevat. Ehk on see siis vastastikune - amet valis minu ja mina ameti samal ajal. Umbes nagu armastusega. Kui see oleks ühepoolne, siis poleks see ka jätkusuutlik. Mitteinimhääli salvestamas. Foto Kaisa Roover Sellepärast ma teengi seda mida ma teen - teatrit. Teatrikunsti. Mulle tundub, et iga uus lavast

When I was a little girl, and I was first asked who I want to become when I grow up, my answer was that I want to become a millionaire! That was before I really understood what that meant. Artists, like myself, who didn't grow up in upper class families or where art was not valued, need to get healthy relationship with money, or they might never be able to make a living from their work to do art as most art is not payable. Stress and insecurities that artists have without reg